It has been a little time since I last posted. This is purely down to me devoting myself to a wonderful relationship. I have truly found my soulmate and am blissfully happy…lucky me! But this relationship has set me thinking about how we all ‘sit’ in society. Or more importantly how we might change given half a chance.

I have come from the good old solid citizen, middle class, keep your emotions under control and don’t expose them, society. My darling soulmate comes from the sub/dom, get out there and do it kinky world. She of course is dragging me wholeheartedly into her world. Its not a sub-dom relationship the more a play partnership and we enjoy discovering and pushing each others boundaries.

But that has just been the start of it. with regular discussions it has for the first time in my life enabled me to really review who Tara is and maybe where this life is taking her. Its a thrilling journey that I hope you will all read along with me.tumblr_ml9ueoJbJb1s5i28jo1_500

I think I see Tara as a vehicle (probably a bloody land cruiser!),  a mask that can transport me from the ‘yawn’ boy to the playful girl in search of wild sexy experiences. Yes its nice to have a dressed girls night out chatting over some wine but I do not have to dress for that. I can do that with a set of boy clothes on. Dressing for me is a means to an end. I want fun and I want to push boundaries in ways in which I cannot as a male in the conformist world because I would probably be labeled a pervert.

I want to play with peoples minds and then their bodies. I have said it before the mind is the largest sex organ and it has immense capacity to create adapt and develop. Yes I want to pervert and be perverted but in a safe sane environment where we can leave strict judgement behind. Tara enables that and because she has been doing it on and off for so long she is now inextricably linked with that fun.

Yes I know this can be heavy for some but for those of us who do crossdress we have for so long searched out You can see how I have changed just by looking at my TVCHIX Profile where there is also a plethora of other information.  But to understand how this blog develops you have to understand some of what is going on in my mind. If you are a TV that just likes to dress and go out then we are not on the same wavelength. I dress because I want to expand my experiences of life. Dressed as a man I can see one viewpoint. Dressed as Tara (note I don’t say woman..I am a TV the third gender) I treat people differently and as a consequence they treat me in a different way. It is such a brilliant ‘mind fuck’ that done with the right friends and partners is an uplifting experience.Adventure1